fantasticokitty

i am far from anywhere.

This Thanksgiving was spent at my moms house. Typical holiday stuff. Lillian came over that afternoon and we took my sisters to the park where i fell and have a big bruse on my knee. i spent the night and the next day me and lily had ice cream at cold stone, the best ice cream in the world!!! then we went to the fairy bookstore. that night i went to my friend bens house and we had a big bon fire because it was so cold and rosted marshmellows. the bon fire fun lasted till like 4:30 in the morning in which it was then time for dennys!!!!

Its the holidays! time for trees and turkey!
(no turkey for me though!)
i put my tree up in time for thanksgiving!
it always feels like a
wasted effort if you dont decorate early!

Its that time of year again!!
Time to make your friends gifts!
This ones for lillian, it donnie darko legos!
shhhh! its a secret!

Here's me and sara at the mall!
we're in the bathroom , she had to breast feed the baby.
I love those mall drinks, the ones at the coffie shop i mean!

Durring the huricanes i went to viset my family in Pennsylvania.
I stoped in Maryland and saw an old friend
i hadent seen in like 10 years. She has two kids now.
We had fun hanging about and driving around my hometown! Also we saw my old house!

This year there were no good pumpkins.
Alas, they were also expensive.
but i managed to buy some small ones and this one i did carve!!!

i just finished the freaks and geeks box set! this show is hilarious!i wish it wasent cancled. oh well. Now im in the middle of the punky brewster box set. i have to say that the box set is the best thing about the 21st century. i love um!

im walking head on into you and im so oblivious
and your so aware of the stupidity of the whole thing.
yet you keep walking till you meet me
and our heads dont bump because your bumping someone else
and telling me their name and their saying nice to meet you
and it takes everything i have not to spit at your feet for this.
i say nice to meet you too and then me and you lock eyes
and we'll smile like we mean it, but neither of us do,
and both wish that the other had.

i leave and buy a cheep meal at a cheep dinner but with good company.
Our food is laced with the blood of our waitress.
everything else is cold but the smile across the table.
Which as it turns out is enough.
We watch a movie thats too long and i read aloud from a book thats too short.
Which as it turned out was enough.
A Pianos twinkling echos in the rain and i relize that i am happy.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
light up again
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
Even the stars refuse to shine

I somehow find, you and I ...collide

...I've been swallowed up by greed. I've been spat upon by lust
If they ain't playing with your money they're playing with your trust
And I'm trying so hard to stop sitting still
To gather the juice that's been spent or been spilled
To find a spark in myself that hasn't been killed
Cause if Death doesn't get you then Life surely will...

Tiger, Tiger, burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?

In what distant deeps or skies
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand dare seize the fire?

And what shoulder, and what art,
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand? and what dread feet?

What the hammer? what the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? what dread grasp
Dare its deadly terrors clasp?

When the stars threw down their spears,
And watered heaven with their tears,
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?

Tiger, Tiger, burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?

-blake

top things i hate:
(no particular order)
1 white out
2 bandaides
3 squash
4 Chinese food
5 snot
6 neverending story 3

i finally finished american gods. it took me years to finish this damn book. i feel good about it though. it wasen t a bad read, just like a big comitment. and for me thats saying alot. ahhh.. i feel like this huge thing has been lifted away. no longer shall this paperback dwell by my bedside. i have never taken so long to read something. grrr.

i think im getting sick now though.my throat feels funny. like deeply.


"Its like one of those dreams that changes you. You keep some of the dream forever, and you know things deep down inside yourself, because it happened to you, but when you go looking for details they kind of just slip out of your head." -neil

here are some comic covers i like.
http://www.comic-central.com/

http://www.smponline.org/

I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness in your voice
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness inside you
My health is failing me
So I flip on the television
And watch sad movies
And you look for sad sick people like me
And the pills they will not,
Will not, will not, will not let me go
Call me up and let me know that
my sick guilt is so unwelcome
I hear noises in the darkness...


Click me: http://www.teganandsara.com/audio/samples/i-hear-noises.mp3

This movie was damn good. Pay no mind to the fact that it stars Ashton Kutcher. He didnt do a bad job, as hard as that is to belive.



Watch the trailer: http://www.fandango.com/movie_page.asp?mv=82117&aff=&source=fr1_p


*Ashton Kutcher stars as Evan Treborn, who ties his emotional scars in adulthood to the frequent blackouts he had as a child. As he begins to unravel intensely personal truths about his childhood circle of friends, Evan decides to risk everything in a bold attempt to change the past, hoping to save the people he loves even if it means destroying everything he knows.*